nothing spaces

Posted on: January 22, 2011

warning … these are mixed thoughts.

i don’t speak much… i ask minimal questions as well. it’s weird but sometimes when i think about something or when something bothers me, i’d look like i’m spacing out. the way i think is different from most people too, i guess… when someone speaks it seems that i can see the words. describe a concept to me and i can imagine things in full color.

these past few days i’ve been bombarded with all kinds of hurtful messages… some inferred. hurtful that in a way i feel like some kind of an idiot, one who can visualize the words, their proper spelling, and in technicolor too.  so yes, you can congratulate me for hiding my feelings like a skilled ninja or maybe i’m just an expert at looking like i’m spacing out. hahaha.

maybe… this is my way of saying… no i’m not the stupid childish twenty-five year old and yes, i hurt too… just like you.

yun lang muna.

♥ melai


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hello, my name is melai and i write to document the places i’ve been to, the things i’ve seen, and the books i’ve read. sometimes, i also write about food.

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