Archive for January 2011

warning … these are mixed thoughts.

i don’t speak much… i ask minimal questions as well. it’s weird but sometimes when i think about something or when something bothers me, i’d look like i’m spacing out. the way i think is different from most people too, i guess… when someone speaks it seems that i can see the words. describe a concept to me and i can imagine things in full color.

these past few days i’ve been bombarded with all kinds of hurtful messages… some inferred. hurtful that in a way i feel like some kind of an idiot, one who can visualize the words, their proper spelling, and in technicolor too.  so yes, you can congratulate me for hiding my feelings like a skilled ninja or maybe i’m just an expert at looking like i’m spacing out. hahaha.

maybe… this is my way of saying… no i’m not the stupid childish twenty-five year old and yes, i hurt too… just like you.

yun lang muna.

♥ melai


hindi ko pala nablog tong psp ko ever…  i think i put up an update before but that was it. well, it has recently saved my life (dun ask how. kk? hehe.) and therefore, i’m bringing it back to life.

focal point red

i bought a nice strap for it which is of the same shade of red, (my favorite color!) and i cleaned it the best i can. tapos i had my good friend, darling, hehe, yan talaga name niya… who is a gamer, put some new games in it.

it kind of brings back memories. hahaha. naalala ko pa, i got it for my birthday but really i got it so i could play with my old crush… whose response was uh… wahahaha! ended up playing it with my bestfriend, who has little patience teaching me the damn games. nag-enjoy naman ako though, sa dungeon siege, puzzle bubble, at higit sa lahat… luxor!

i think i won’t ever sell this baby. meh sentimental value… at isang magandang alaala ng nakalipas na samahan, with matching boxer shorts. inside joke, hehehe. recommend me some games?

yun lang.

♥ melai

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not bikini bottom but this would do

who cares about a stupid star? i do. hehehe. dropped by church this morning and i was looking for a nice pick-me-upper… eheee, they sell some nice stuff outside church like those hammer toys and bubble blowers and of course, balloons! binili ko si patrick star, hehehe!

i bought him not only because he looks cute and reminds me of my friends’ pot bellies but also because he values friendship, something that’s also really really important to me. one of my favorite quotes from the tv show was “knowledge can’t replace friendship. i’d rather be an idiot than lose you.

anyhoo, umuulan buong maghapon but you can say i’d had a sunny, happy day! heeeee~!

yun lang.

♥ melai

i love words… i’ve been spelling since grade school and i’m into typography and all so… i thought this would be interesting!! it’s a site wherein you describe someone in three words. hehehe. i made an account today… it’s january threeeeee!


so uh, i’m just really curious ... and i might get some typography ideas.  so eun, please do describe me! the picture is also linked to and i put a link under my notice box on the right. if you have one, just pm me the link and i’ll give you some… words too! wheeee~!

yun lang.

♥ melai

happy new year everyone! i love you most of the time… made my own party blower and wearing my blue polka dot bikini err… shirt. hihi.

yun lang muna.

♥ melai

so after almost three years, wala akong pasok ng bagong taon! oh yeah! super nice to be able to lounge around at home while eating…

i made a fruit mix … honey, pineapples, pears, cherries, and a good can of del monte fruit cocktail. hehehe. del monte stuff reminds me of those cooking shows that aired during lunchtime when i was in grade school. and of course, miming’s mom made me eat lots of her epic hammmm.

watched ‘the holiday’ too, courtesy of miming. i like the part where the guy says, “i can’t figure out the mathematics of this, i just know i love you.” pretty words, yes? tapos… nanood din ng konting fireworks chervams ng kapitbahay. i remember eating again and then sleeping peacefully afterwards. all in all, a good day…  i’m in for a wonderful year ahead!

yun lang.

♥ melai

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