a step forward two steps back

Posted on: February 18, 2010

just wanted to vent out. i stayed home all day and it was stressful. bwahahaha. it’s been a day of setbacks.

miming’s house isn’t ready for occupancy. pumunta ako kanina sa bahay niya… it was dirty and there’s no water. the person who’s supposed to be fixing these issues think that i’m a bank too. there’s something needed to be fixed here and there… i mean php 150 to install the doorknob?  i had my doorknob installed for free. durr. documents cost too (they just go through me since he still lives wee bit far). miming’s fuming since morning.

naalala ko tuloy yung frustration ko nung di pa ako maka move in sa unit ko. i cried in front of the door i cannot open. i didn’t cry when i closed the door to miming’s unit though. i gave it a sigh and an aja!

i can’t have surgery yet. huhuhu. first, i don’t exactly have vls available and it costs a lot. it’s also embarassing to strip in front of people (the thought of it…) sigh, mefenamic is a good friend. gaaah, little circly matters get out of my body!

blood relatives are like crabs. hindi yung sayo, reader. yung saken. if only i could make krabby patties out of them. hahaha. ang bad ko. di ako nabiyayaan pagdating sa pamilya eh… yung kadugo ha. all i’ve gotten today are terrible manipulative lies. tapos kapag kausap mo they pretend to be nice but talk behind your back? why is that?

pasensiya na kayo, it’s just the fifth day of the lunar new year too, tapos ganito. lemme try to look on the sunny side of things i guess… so miming won’t move in yet pero sabi niya di naman daw mag-eexpire ang corned beef kaagad. hahaha. i did groceries two days ago. ; anaesthesia makes me groggy anyway and if i get too much, baka di ko maalala mga tao for a few hours… hahaha, happened to me when i got pneumonia. ; i still got my n00bcakes. saktong sakto na yun.

yun lang. exhausted…

♥ melai


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hello, my name is melai and i write to document the places i’ve been to, the things i’ve seen, and the books i’ve read. sometimes, i also write about food.

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