Archive for February 2010

emo mode on! oh crap. no worries this is an emo-funny post.

meron talagang mga tao na makikilala natin at hindi natin kayang tantanang mahalin… no matter how hard we try. there are just some loves that don’t go away. sorry, baliw ako at tanga, spilling how i feel online… but i guess, it is ok… mukhang hindi ko masasabi in real life. so here goes…

i fell because he is funny, he made me smile genuinely… i fell because he is a genius, he made all sorts of awesome and taught me some too… i fell because he is simple, yung direct to the point ba… i fell because he smelled so nice, somewhat like sweet milk… i fell because he always knew the answers, could read me so easily… and i could say a bazillion more things why i fell but that would take a really really looooong time… i guess, i fell ultimately because of that crazy side if his, alam mo yung nagtatransform na monster… heeeh. biro lang. it is when he does things the average person won’t do… he reaches his dreams.

but somehow, (ayan na!) i was at the wrong place at the wrong time… always. but no matter how painful it is to love him…  hindi ko mapigilan. as miming puts it “teh powarrrr~!” **places “kundiman by silent sanctuary” on repeat** mahirap i-hack ang puso niya, di ba teh? pero, for someone as wonderful as him, masaya ako just to see him, support lang (lolz! parang pc..) to you, if you do happen to read this, always remember… i have loved you with an everlasting love and that love is freely given. alam ko naman na alam mo yan. woi woi, ikaw pa rin ang first love ko, ha? yiheeee!

yun lang.

♥ melai


this sounded so weird, i rarely talk about my loves. idk why i still love this person but hey, bakit ba? go lang ng go! (the emoness has worn off of meh) wag nyo na kong kulitin kung sino yan. di nyo siya kilala. hahaha! basta!


o hai! you have been sucked in to reading this by the powar that is shimazuuuuu~! (melai imitating miming. hehehe.)

gif maker

hehehe! kyot, ne?

wala kaming magawa sa office a few days back… so picture picture! max was kind of sleepy, lolz. found these pictures cute, thought i’d make a gif out of them. para sa mga fanboys ni lord shimazu. ehem, para din keh carl zombie a.k.a. max shimazu’s number one fan! hahaha.

for my readers who do not know max, shame on you! biro lang! kaibigan ko siya sa streeem na ginawa kong model ng t-shirt chenes ko na ginawang vocalist ng banda ni miming. in short, makapangyarihan siya. hehehe. pis tayu, bebs! ahihi.

yun lang.

♥ melai

just wanted to vent out. i stayed home all day and it was stressful. bwahahaha. it’s been a day of setbacks.

miming’s house isn’t ready for occupancy. pumunta ako kanina sa bahay niya… it was dirty and there’s no water. the person who’s supposed to be fixing these issues think that i’m a bank too. there’s something needed to be fixed here and there… i mean php 150 to install the doorknob?  i had my doorknob installed for free. durr. documents cost too (they just go through me since he still lives wee bit far). miming’s fuming since morning.

naalala ko tuloy yung frustration ko nung di pa ako maka move in sa unit ko. i cried in front of the door i cannot open. i didn’t cry when i closed the door to miming’s unit though. i gave it a sigh and an aja!

i can’t have surgery yet. huhuhu. first, i don’t exactly have vls available and it costs a lot. it’s also embarassing to strip in front of people (the thought of it…) sigh, mefenamic is a good friend. gaaah, little circly matters get out of my body!

blood relatives are like crabs. hindi yung sayo, reader. yung saken. if only i could make krabby patties out of them. hahaha. ang bad ko. di ako nabiyayaan pagdating sa pamilya eh… yung kadugo ha. all i’ve gotten today are terrible manipulative lies. tapos kapag kausap mo they pretend to be nice but talk behind your back? why is that?

pasensiya na kayo, it’s just the fifth day of the lunar new year too, tapos ganito. lemme try to look on the sunny side of things i guess… so miming won’t move in yet pero sabi niya di naman daw mag-eexpire ang corned beef kaagad. hahaha. i did groceries two days ago. ; anaesthesia makes me groggy anyway and if i get too much, baka di ko maalala mga tao for a few hours… hahaha, happened to me when i got pneumonia. ; i still got my n00bcakes. saktong sakto na yun.

yun lang. exhausted…

♥ melai

went to the up fair last thursday for the yesthursday concert. dahil common off namin at saka the band line up was great. muhahaha. it was so much fun. went in shorts and my lazy flowy pink top, which miming despises. hehe. nagkita muna kami ni max, na galing sa stress eating spree sa sm tapos went to miming’s house… and by buddha! miming groomed himself… ligo, toothbrush, gel and all. lolz. dumating din si candy killer kiss marv, hehehe. reminded me of a big black bear.

what’s left of yesthursday…

dumating kami sa sunken garden when spongecola was playing. bought tickets for 90 pesos. sulit sulit. but the line was so long by the time we got in a new band (well, maybe? di ko sila kilala eh.) was playing. not really the way i wanted to start my yesthursday experience… the vocalist of the band has these hand affectations that… err, made him look gay. pumipilantik! and of course, a while later we were doing funny immitations of it. muhahaha.

nicer bands went next, i liked soapdish’s “pwede ba”. and then came… silent sanctuary! they started with my favorite favorite song too, which is “kundiman”… para kang asukal, singtamis mong magmahal~!  i was drooling over the black s electric violin. yes, fangirl (spaaaz) i am.  we listened to some more bands hanggang magutom na kami at nagdesisyon na lumamon ng shawarma. kind of nice sitting on grass and talking to friends underneath the stars.

after more rocking out and some 90’s music we had some henna tattoos done. pinili ko yung chinese character for the word wish. dunno, i picked it at random, di ko tiningnan yung meanings. it seemed pretty eh. maybe i’m wishing for something. had it placed on the upper left of my back. gusto ko lang idagdag, the kuya who did the tattoo had soft hands. tsk, should have asked for his facebook, their crew was taking pictures of him and my back. pay meh?

on the other hand, yung keh miming “sorrow” on his left arm… emo mode yung pusa.  si max naman sort of an abstract design with a g-clef. bweeeh malandi, pinalagay niya sa leeg niya. resulta? pretty but stiffed neck.  si marv kuripot, ayaw magpalagay ng ink sa katawan. haha.

we roamed around a bit, there were shops and stalls at the back. i bought a pin with a pink chain, a silver heart locket, and a purple violin. labet! si max panglanding purple headband binili tapos si miming… bracelet nga ba? at siyempre si marv, kuripot. lolz.

we went back to catch the last bands… hmmm, naalala ko that was around moonstar 88 coz max and i were emo-texting while “migraine” was playing. more bands then it was kamikazee and parokya ni edgar… funny! ayos sila, the first calls the latter “matatanda”, and parokya calls them “adik”.

there was a fireworks display by the end of yesthursday. ang ganda! *u* it’s like colorful rain and sparkles!

one thing that the organizers could improve on would be the toilets… gwabee, mejo kulang at sobrang haba ng pila at eeeeeeeeeeeeee (that sums it up), because the place is filled with c2 tea for some reason and other diuretics. in short, wee wee madaming madami. you’d be torn between peeing in a really really dark enclosed box with too much germs or holding your pee until your bladder blows.

anywayz, most of us chose the latter. si max mejo naweewee na daw siya nung tumutugtog yung kamikazee… that was around past 12 midnight. she’d been holding it off for around two hours more or less. muhahaha. kaya lang, di naman kami taga up, di namin alam kung san meh malinis na cr. so…

all four of us looking for a restroom, a clean one
max > sasabog na yung bladder ko! 30 seconds later…
max > sasabog na yung bladder ko! 20 seconds later…
max > sasabog na yung bladder ko! 10 seconds later…
max > sasabog na yung bladder ko!
miming and marv > takbo ka na kasi dun sa damuhan. training yan! nyahahaha!
lolz. pis tayu beb.

sa huli, nakauwi din si melaikick. the yesthursday ticket and the pin with charms has already been added to my corkboard. next year ulit, ha? ahihi.

yun lang.

♥ melai


churi, wala masyadong pictures… miming’s cam was borrowed by zombie carl. but there are some salvaged ones here.

kong hsi huat tsai! happy chinese new year everyone!

art was inspired by hong bao, yung mga red packets na meh pera which are given out by the seniors. para swerti negosyo (chinese accent)!  also inspired by chrysanthemum tiger tails coz these are what they call the golden flowers, kind of considered to bring good luck. saka it’s the year of the tiger. rawr! maki, gaki, and daki… este debed are all tigers! hehehe.

i wish you all prosperity… happiness and love… saka maraming maraming tissue. lolz.

yun lang, kumain kayo ng sweets ke?

♥ melai

i’m posting this a day earlier. unahan ko na kayo sa pagbati. happy valentines day everyone! i kind of have a small lol surprise.

lol = lots of love

this is my first bokeh art too. inspired my n00bs… because having  a family who laughs out loud with you and saturates you with lots of love is the most beautiful thing that could happen to any of us.

… dahil sa kanila nagmahal ako 100% chakra, hanggang sa maliliit na bagay nakakakita ako ng saya (tulad ng tissue, hahaha!)… at  higit sa lahat di nila ako pinapabayaan. mahal ko kayo. suuuubra! happy valentines ulit. mwah.

yun lang.

♥ melai

if you’re reading this… then you’ve been sucked in by “the powar that is shimazuuuuuu~!” and resistance is futile. bweeeeh, quoted from miming. hehe! pis tayuuu bebs! read on…

candy killer kiss… get this shirt.

if you have a super power what would it be? marvs calls his… dun dun dun… candy killer kiss! wahehehe. miming and marvs were in bading mode and they were battling it out on chat… meh. candy killer kiss sounded like a super skill to me and i thought i’d make a t-shirt out of it.

si max pa din yung model kooo… kyot at ganda, neh? will have to photograph miming for the other shirt next time. he’s busy being in music ninja mode these past few weeks. anyways, for inquiries, you can pm me or go to our official shirt site. although, di ko pa siya nauupdate. lolz.

nagpractice ulit sila sa bahay ko some days back. here’s a nice outtake… and check out the rest here. credits to miming and nowie for the pics, ke?

it’s the shimazu pout! everyone should try it… baket ba? hehehe. kyot! and here’s what happens with too much shimazu-ness in your system…

how powerful?
monsters and pampam guys > (mga thousands sila) we gonna eat joo!
max > -_- battle mode on!
monsters and pampam guys > muhahaha
max > shimazu roundhouse kick! yaaaaaaaaaaaah!
monsters and pampam guys > deadz na sila lahat isang tirahan lang ni max. well, yung iba slaves na niya (see pic above). lolz.
the powarrrr!

yun lang. haha.

♥ melai

hello, my name is melai and i write to document the places i’ve been to, the things i’ve seen, and the books i’ve read. sometimes, i also write about food.