lmao my life

Posted by: moonmirae on: January 26, 2010

In: funny melai | noobcakes | put your t-shirt on | thoughts
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miming was going to divisoria to buy his blanks… para dun sa manyak shirts nya, bweeeh. so he invited me to tag along since i make shirts too, tapos kasama din si marv a.k.a. leadista candy killer kiss… mula ngayon yan na code name mo! wala kang choice!

at lagi naman, my trips with miming and friends are eventful… and we can call that day, sabi nila… the-day-i-pwned-them-all! nyahahaha. gaaaah! di ko naman sinasadya noh. here goes…

bago kami umalis, ginutom muna ako nung dalawa… si marv mas matagal pang maligo kesa saken. tapos halos nakapambahay lang kami ni miming eh siya niplantsa pa niya yung marvin the martian shirt nya. si miming, daming stop over. hahaha. oh well, can’t complain… i’m learning a lot from him about the shirt chervams industry. nagbus kami hanggang morayta, took the recto jeepney which goes to divisoria… tapos lakad lakad nalang kami from there.

divisoria still looks the same. madami pa ding nagtitinda ng kung ano ano. it was still humid, there were still weird smells, the jeepneys were still packed like sardines in the streets at madami pa ding chinese tao ke! hahahahaha! i actually knew the place… which was actually part of my first short film project nung college pa ako.

anyhoo… di ko alam, maybe from my lack of sleep or the food deprivation earlier that day, nung nasa tindahan na kami i actually declined buying kasi… meron pala akong alam na mas mura at malapit na tindahan! and miming and marv were like 0_0… and i was like “oh nooo” and they were like X(… waaaah!

i knew they were cool about it… but i felt bad right away. it might seem mababaw to some people pero importante sila para saken so it did not seem shallow to me at all… tapos the teasing started and it never ended. kahit nga ngayon eh… huhuhu.

melaikick, miming, and blue corner shirt

marv, melaikick, and blue corner shirt

the teasing continued hanggang pag-uwi… in my emotional and affective state, di ko na nakontrol and i effin cried in front of people (people i did not know…) stupid brain of mine. i ended up with swollen peepers for the rest of the day and the following day.

to make matters worse, i guess, sobrang pakiramdam ko na i was stupid and i made a really big mistake, i started choking …this was when i was home reflecting on what happened.

my asthma-anxiety attack… nilo to the reschuuu~!
nilo >o melai
melaikick >gagging on bed
nilo >…la lang…
hahahahahaha.

baka na overwhelm siya sa kalat ng bahay ko. (malinis na poh ulet. bweeeeh!) after a few (hmmm maybe a few more? wahehe…) minutes though he was patting my back… and game me medicine too! reminded me of my brothers. ahaha, good kuya. para pala sa mga tagabasa ko ng hindi taga si-bee-gi, nilo is one of the kuya cheer twos at kapitbahay ko din siya.

i was expecting the sermon the following day and i did get it… lolz. it’s hard for me to control my emotions… most especially the strong ones like sadness o iyakin lang siguro ako. bleeeh. on that day though, i did assume that my negative emotions reflected the way things really are… which was wrong. i’m just lucky i have friends who understand me but hopefully no more anx attacks from now on…

divi adventure was nice. divi adventure ulet? hehehe!

yun lang.

♥ melai