ang bida kailangan ding mag-recharge…

once upon a time 12:00 na naman… cindermelai ikaw ba yan? it still raining and the world, no matter how much i “kick and give the finger” is unceasingly giving me slaps. i know that there are people who have far worse problems… but no matter what i do, no matter what solution i come up with, why do i still fail? if i cry, no one sees my tears… if i scream, no one hears me. empty… it’s just empty.

my heart is just hurting… but don’t think i will give up. ang bida pabugbog muna… pero teka, mejo bugbog na pala ko. yung mga kalaban, parang ayaw maubos. kailangan ko ng pots at mana. hahaha. ano ba to, para akong ok na hindi. haizz, kaya mo yan, cindermelai! to you, asan na yuu? power hug naman jan.

yun lang. back to sleep. ubusin ko nalang kalaban mimiya.

♥ melai